Time heals
Afternoon. Seems like the weather isn't in any good mood.I'm left with a week until school reopens. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss it. Apparently my timetable looks as shitty as it could be. The thought of waking up for school at 8 am on Mondays is so heart-wrenching. I'm glad by the fact that the main exams are set every 6 months. Wouldn't want the papers and book to pile up in my room between the breaks. Just a thought; if I could retake O levels, I would definitely take Combined Humans seriously. I DIDN'T EXPECT IT TO BE SO IMPORTANT AFTER ALL.
Thanks to my obstinacy of refusing to learn about the past. Having the mindset that the history is of paltry importance. While my ornery had blown any chance of me chasing my dream. For now I'm praying hard that I would get Introduction to Psychology as my cross disciplinary subject. That's how close I can get to learning something I'm interested in. Poly life seems dull given the fact I'm in a course I have zero interest in.
I was foolish to think that over time, I would probably build up interest for the course. I end up hating it more. I divulge to screwing up some modules on purpose by not attending lectures and such and that my results could have been better but I wouldn't say they were bad either. I would love to jump course if I could but the process would be vexatious to dad and me especially since I'm capricious minded.
I couldn't be completely sure if its a decision worth making after all. He knows best, there's definitely a perfect explanation to why I was placed into this course in the first place. I haven't been working much lately and it feels kinda good not to. That if I don't go out because going out means spending. No work means no money. Its alright staying at home i guess, I would need all the rest i could get before all hell breaks loose.
I was foolish to think that over time, I would probably build up interest for the course. I end up hating it more. I divulge to screwing up some modules on purpose by not attending lectures and such and that my results could have been better but I wouldn't say they were bad either. I would love to jump course if I could but the process would be vexatious to dad and me especially since I'm capricious minded.
I couldn't be completely sure if its a decision worth making after all. He knows best, there's definitely a perfect explanation to why I was placed into this course in the first place. I haven't been working much lately and it feels kinda good not to. That if I don't go out because going out means spending. No work means no money. Its alright staying at home i guess, I would need all the rest i could get before all hell breaks loose.
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